truth

                                   

                                   No regrets;

                                      standing firm;

                                   at peace...

                                                          yet

                                               terrified

                                                     & sick
                                             
                                           to my stomach

                                           all at once.

                          

                                      Have I become merely

                                          a vessel used

                                     to speak truth

                                           into others lives?

                                      sacrificing myself

                                            for the

                                       greater good?


                                                Truth is often
                                    
                                                      met

                                             with hostility,

                                                      regardless of

                                                  the spirit

                                                         in which the truth

                                                was presented...



                                        so then,

                                     Your will be done, Lord.

                                          I will go

                                     where you lead,

                                            in fear and trembling,

                                         but

                                                  in

                                             p e a c e
 

                                                  &


                                              boldness.





                    Give me your strength, God,

         because I cannot do this on my own.

         I am completely drained, spent, and

         have no energy left to give.


        Amen.