God,
I'm writing you
this prayer,
because I
cannot seem to
slow my mind
long enough
to focus on
one thing
right now...
I have a
million
thoughts, ideas,
& questions
swirling around
in my head...
I've spent
all afternoon
trying to do
ten different
things at once,
& I haven't
gotten very far
on any
of them...
Someone asked
me today
how the
readjustment
was going...
I've either
been jetlagged
out of my mind
of very sick
since I've
been back,
and today is
the first day
I've felt
somewhat decent
and have just
sat...
honestly I
feel almost
depressed
being back...
though I know
I shouldn't,
and you
taught me
long ago how
to be content
wherever I am...
but,
it is hard
when you feel
like your
heart is on
the other side
of the world.
There are so
many things
to decide,
and so many
questions
in my head...
Where do I
even start?
Father,
tell me what
my next step
is... open the
right door
& close all
the others...
give me wisdom
& guidance,
patience
&
love...
Your will,
not mine...
Your timing,
Lord...
Guide me
step by step,
day by day.
I trust You.
Calm my
heart, Lord...
give me
peace
of mind
and spirit.
I cannot do
anything
without You.
You have
a way of
reminding me
of this
when I start
to feel
self-reliant...
At once,
I am strong,
independent
and yet
weak &
completely
dependent
on You...
Align my
will
with Yours,
Oh God...
Surround me
with your
presence.
Shut out
the million
thoughts,
worries,
& distractions
that keep
me from
solely
focusing
on You.
I love you.
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